I've had some things on my mind lately. Things that are darker than what I usually share. Sometimes I feel like I
want need to talk about them but am not sure if I'm brave enough.
Life is so good for me and I don't want the past to intrude and mess it all up. So, open the box or shove back in the basement? As happy as I am, I also have this ...crap (for lack of a better word) that is still bouncing around in my head that sometimes wants to come busting out - usually at the most inconvenient times. Like 2 AM. VERY annoying by the way.
I'm thinking about starting another blog. Funny really, considering that I don't update this one as often as I'd like. It would be a blog where no one knows who I am, where I could say the words I
want need to say without worry that someone who knows me will judge or look at me differently.
It would be a place where I wouldn't worry what people think and could just be ...me. Unedited and unafraid.